Thursday, September 16, 2010
love is a losing game.


I don't even know what to think anymore.
He thinks I am alright.
I wish I could tell everyone that I am, that I'm fine.
Life's like a routine now.
Wake up, school, come home, nap, use the computer, study, sleep.
I hate routines.
When I'm out, I feel happy. I smile, laugh every now and then.
The moment I reach home, all of it comes back to me.
This is the very first time my heart's feeling this way.
Only because this has been going on and off for 4 straight months.
I'm being torn apart, and he doesn't know.
He thinks he's the only one.
This is the most heart wrenching love experience for the near 17 years I have lived.
I swear things will get better.
I have to put myself together.
I have to.

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Posted at 10:34 PM

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"LOVE ME OR HATE ME,
EITHER WAY,
YOU'RE THINKING OF ME."

LORRAINE MARIE LIM
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